gusto na ko makakita sa akong liwat

niabot na jud ang adlaw. gusto na ko makakita sa akong liwat.

this year is my last in the 20-something pool. i think i've accomplished enough, in terms of career and ambition. i was never really ambitious to begin with. but it doesn't have that much to do with age really. it's more of a longing, to finally take care of someone, to give love unconditionally and to be selfless and infintely patient. i want to be responsible for someone and to raise good people.

i want a little one calling me Mommy. a little version of me, running around, with curly hair bouncing up and down. girl or boy, it doesnt matter as long as they're mine. i think about all the mothers out there who didn't want their children, who treat them so terribly and blame them for a life cut short. they can all rot in hell for thinking that selfishly, while so many women would die to have their own children but unfortunately can't.

maynta tagaan kos Ginoo ani. i think i'd make a good mother. if only i was so lucky.